Wednesday, November 2, 2011

what is wrong with me?!

you guys, i seriously have a problem....
every ounce of motivation i once possessed is gone. g.o.n.e. don't believe me? let me give you a few examples.
  • last week i had a homework assignment due, i went into my room to do it.... well i ended up laying on my bed watching friends. homework assignment? yet to be done.
  • saturday i got my hair done, didn't wash it until last night, that's 4 days folks. sick.
  • i've gone running once, yes once, since ragnar. so much for training for my half marathon in january.
  • i have neglected texting pretty much everyone back.
  • tonight instead of running i laid on my bed and ate a Popsicle.
  • all i want to do is sleep. for. reals.
i think you get the point right? i don't know what's wrong with me. it's not like i don't have a million things to do, for some reason i just can't find the motivation to do any of it. then i just slip further behind and feel even less motivation to get caught up. it's actually a vicious cycle. i'm just a mess right now, but can't seem to get myself out of this funk. i've decided to blame the fact that it stays dark until 8 every morning now. seriously, can't a girl catch a break?!

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