Monday, December 12, 2011

the plan

if i only i knew where to start.

life is full of uncertainties, and sometimes i just need someone to reassure me that "everything will be okay". i feel like life is slowly passing me by while i sit by planning what i want to happen. i'm not very good at letting go and having faith in the future that lies ahead of me. for some reason i think i know what "the plan" should be, and don't trust in his plan. i dwell on the past, mistakes i've made, opportunities i missed, and people i've wronged. i fear disappointing those i love, and failing in the things i pursue. i just wish i could let go and let life happen to me. i know that i have a father in heaven that has a plan for me, a plan that is better than anything i could plan for myself. everything will be okay, it will be better than ok, it will be perfect.

3 comments:

Maga said...

Everything will be okay. Pres. Hinckley said, "It isn't as bad as you think it is. It all works out.Put your trust in God." and ENJOY THE CHRISTMAS SEASON!!!!

Jamie Neider said...

You cute girl. Yes, everything will be alright. Love you. Loved seeing you today.

I want your pics of you and Mo.

Lachele said...

girl you are NOT the only one. Let me tell you. Life is hard. Making choices is hard. Letting go of what you want to happen is hard. Accepting the Lords will is HARD. But in the end it'll be worth it. It's a new year. Make a goal not to be a spectator in your life. If you want something in your life to happen. Make it happen. Come to Canada<-- you can stay with me! Seriously lady. Lets make it happen(can we do something fun together please?)