2012

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i've thought long and hard about what i want to work on in 2012. i've never been one to make new year's resolutions, but i decided this would be a good year to start. as i took inventory on my life and the things i need to improve on i decided patience, both with myself and especially others, is something that could use some serious work. as it thought more about patience i thought it ironic how quickly we as humans lose patience with one another. we for one reason or another assume that those around us are not trying, or being malicious in their actions. why is that? why are we so quick to assume the worst in those around us? on the flip side, when those around us become impatient with us, we expect them to understand that we are trying our hardest and our best. we beg for patience and understanding. ironic, isn't it.

i need to remind myself that there is not one of us who isn't silently fighting a hard battle. we are all here experiencing this crazy thing called life and doing the best we can to lead good lives. i think back to the people that i have been unkind to for one reason or another and hurt thinking about what they might possibly be going through. i never want to hinder those i come in contact with, but rather buoy them up. i want to be recognized as a good person and a good friend.

i most certainly have my work cutout for me, this was without a doubt the most difficult resolution i set... but without a doubt the most worthy one.