inadequate

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there's no sense in trying to sugar coat it, i mean if you read my blog you've probably picked up on it...

life is just hard right now.

i wish i could pin point why exactly. or what. but i can't.

they only thing i can come up with is i feel...

totally.

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completely.

inadequate.

i feel like it's been a fight to keep my head above water.

i'm kicking as hard as i can, but i can barely catch air.

i've got a lot going on in life right now, and i feel like i do a million things, but none of them very well.

{don't even get me going on school. i hate it, i just want to cry when i think about it. do i really need a college education? i love my job, and i could make it career. i digress.}

the point being, i'm trying.

desperately....

i'm just ready for things to turn around a get a little bit easier.

i'm ready to be sitting on the beach, rather than kicking like crazy in the water.

{ok, no more debbie downer posts. sorry folks.}