j.h.s.

i just found all of these pictures of my senior year of high school.

i feel like i still look the exact same.

these pictures are out of control....

but brought back some lovely memories.

{especially the ones with my special needs kids. i still just love them.}

the madness that is.

i was babysitting for the babysitters tonight.

this is what my house is like on ANY given night.

MAD.NESS.

you don't know me.

i really. really. love this song.

while searching youtube for "ben folds" i found this. the 'gleek' in me loves it!

take me back...

i was cleaning out a drawer tonight and found a burned cd

"present & brooke"

{preston was my h.s. sweet heart of 2 years}

popped the c.d. in my laptop.

sat back.

and laughed myself to tears.

the most adorable sappy love country mix known to man.

good times.

good.

times.

{i wish i could let you all listen to this c.d. A.W.E.S.O.M.E.}

red lips. gingerbread houses. work tricks..oh my.

*disclaimer: this is a lot of pictures and info. love it. hate it. i don't care. it is what it is.

-marriage better be all it's cracked up to be. because dating is a crap shoot.

-the phrase "it is what it is" makes me feel better about any given situation.

-i'm SO excited for the christmas presents i've found for people.

-school needs to be done.

-i'm becoming more and more and more antisocial. help.

-my brithday {national brooke day} is only 68 days away.

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-two comments with this picture.

1. first presidency christmas devotional. awesome.

2. my bangs stay behind my ear now. oh happy day.

-a bachlorette/bridal shower for michelle.

{talk about an easy bride to please.}

-utah football fun. {at least it was fun until this game started}

-these lovelies. i know i say it all the time, but i can't get enough of them.

-two words. red.lips.

-we decorated gingerbread houses for fhe.
sister wortley made 51 houses.
each house took an average of 30 minutes to assemble.
madness right?
to top it off.
homemade frosting for all....
wonder woman.

{i don't know if you can tell, but that says "brooke rules" on it. thanks ben.}
sometimes i feel like i'm in the office.
like when i get back from lunch and my desk looks like this.
or i find notes like this...
and my glasses here....

beyonce, you hit it dead on.... you go girl. seriously i doubt that truer words have even been spoken.

and that's what my life is like.

update....

i'm kickin butt.

takin names.

and feeling GREAT!

in all seriousness it may only be a week, but i'm beyond impresses with myself.

best part is i feel so good about myself.

this is what my lunches look like these days.

it save calories...

and money.

bonus. bonus.

enough.

let me preface this post with this:
my name is brooke jensen, and i've always liked who i am inside and out. however, like every girl i have my insecurities. my biggest one has ALWAYS been my weight. i've always sized myself up to other girls.
"are my thighs as big as hers?"
"is my tummy as flat as hers?"
"is that what my body looks like?"
yadda, yadda, yadda...
i've always tired to roll my weight concerns off my back like i didn't care, but the truth is i really do care. so this morning when i weighed myself i hit a new low, and by low i mean high. now the only reason i'm posting the number the scale told me is because i'm ready to do something about it! without further ado....
YIKES, right?! i'd say so.
so this is where i set myself up for a challenge. now that i've told you that number i have to do something about it....
i brooke jensen will be down to 170 by the end of this year. i don't know how i'll do it, but i will.

.......

-how on earth did utah pull out that win?! regardless of HOW it happened i'm so happy it did. byu fans, we've had our share of painful looses.
-i need to keep reminding myself that i don't get to pick the timing of things.
-what do i get all the loves of my life for christmas?
-why is 9:36 on a saturday night and i'm home in bed blogging?
-i need to lose at least 20 lbs during this month.
-remember how i need to lose 20 lbs? now let me tell you something about me, i loved high school, but once it was over, it was over. i've tired very hard not to keep in touch with people from high school, and to keep my life out of reach of high school peeps. however, on dec 29th my bff michelle is marrying jarrick. {fellow jhs peep} now their wedding {which will be epic} will be a hs reunion of sort. and is it so wrong that i don't want to be fat for it?! IS IT!?
-remember how i blogged about those glasses i was getting, ya, turns out those aren't the ones i even ordered. i'm an idiot. however, i'm still praying the ones i DID get help my migraines.
-how is it that someone i know of got 25 tickets to mo tab's christmas thing, and i didn't get one? i e-mailed the church, don't worry. {side note: if anyone has any tickets they will not be using i would LOVE to have even just one!}
-i wish my ward members wouldn't have found out i can tickle the ivorys.
-deleting fb was a solid decision.
-i'm becoming more and more content keeping to myself. i need to working on not being so antisocial.
-why are people mean? why can't we all just realize we are all just a bunch of people doing the best we can?
-i'm beyond grateful for all that i have been so abundantly blessed with.

do me proud....

paying credit...

i want to give credit where credit is do. i never wanted to be guilty of taking without giving proper credit.
{because trust me, i am NOT creative}
this adorable print can be found here.
i know it's almost christmas, but can't i justify getting it?
i'm in l.o.v.e.

jfk

see the handsome man on the far right? that's my great-grandfather cal rawlings.

recognize the man in the middle? jfk

needless to say he was KIND of big deal.

stuck

picture this...

me and my friend who happens to be born and raised in san deigo

{not used to snow. and ESPECIALLY not used to driving in it}

trying to make it up the perilous hills the must be conquered to get me home.

half way up one hill {the first one} aubry says,

"my car won't go"

so me being the 'experienced' utah driver that i am responds,

"no big deal. do you trust me to drive your car? i got this."

switch drivers.

another 100 yards

"@!#*"

yep, i just slid off the road in aubry's car into the curb.

what does any girl do?

calls her big brother to come rescue her.

keep in mind we are only about 1/2 mile from my house.

we sat and waited for a minute.

aubry wasn't worried about getting unstuck, she was worried about driving back down.

trent shows up to save the day!

he gets us UNstuck.

figures out how to turn on aubry's traction something or other...

good to go, right?

we decided to see aubry to safety.

trent took the lead.

i followed.

not even 2 minutes later, i'm stuck AGAIN.

trent parks his car and runs back up the hill to where i'm stuck...

UNstuck... yet AGAIN.

{keep in mind trent is beyond patient with me this entire time}

we F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. get aubry to safety.

trent drives me home.

run downstairs to change. i'm late to meet my friends. and wondering if i'm really going to make it back down all the hills without dying.

run back up stairs and outside.

trent has MY car running, windows scrapped.

i tell him "THANK YOU!"

i joked that i'd take an extra coat and food incase i couldn't get back up the hills.

trent's response,

"just call me, i'll come get you."

I. HAVE. THE. BEST. BIG. BROTHER.

trent jensen, your my hero.

important business

i don't know why i found this so hilarious this morning.

today's thought...

"i would like to suggest we stop seeking the storms in life, and enjoy the sunlight."

-president gordon b. hinckley

rat tails {&} credit unions

exhibit a: the rat tail.
exhibit b: problem solved.

now who wants to tell me they don't do this at work?